Am I the only one thinking the way I do?
What the fuck is going on in this world? My mind is just filled with a corroding black cloud of dissappointment, hate and resignation – and it’s growing every day. Honestly, there is so much stuff happening all the time making my sanity breaking apart more day by day.
I seriously believe that my mind and my thinking is so far away from humanity or at least the huge majority of all humans. I don’t think I belong in this world – or in this time – I don’t know. I’m flying so high above everyone watching all the stuff that’s happening and shaking my head constantly. Nothing makes sense anymore. The stupidity of people not being able to open up the tunnel of their views and believes, the ongoing work against each other of politicians and countries and the egoistical greed for power and money of so many people is just killing me.
I’d wish I could say leave me the fuck alone with your bullshit and keep destroying each other but sadly I have to kinda play along if I wanna keep staying alive – need to have money etc. to afford necessities. So I need to do a random ass job and interact somewhat with the society in this world and time I don’t even feel I belong in. So that’s great! I’m curious when the majority realizes that nothing makes sense.
Where are we going with this system?
Where? Tell me!
I don’t think anyone has an answer…
Is there anyone having the same thoughts or am I alone?
Is anyone feeling me?
I have so much to say and nothing at the same time. Need to find a way to bring it to paper. It’s hard, tho.
Anyway, despite the really dark vibes I have due to the stuff I brought to paper here I am doing quite okay and made lots of progress in the last few months.
Hope you “enjoyed”. Peace!
Gaming, Depression & other stuff 