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Ahh the hole again, huh?

Yeah… been in there for a long time without realising it. Well hello there, it has been very quiet here for a while now. That usually means I was doing pretty okay. And I kinda was… until I realised I wasn’t.Since the last blog post in May 2021 a lot has happened, and nothing. IContinue reading “Ahh the hole again, huh?”

How do you perceive yourself, man?

Damn that’s a tough one… What’s good everybody? Loooong, long time since the last post, I know. Thankfully this time of not writing stuff was rather good than bad. I was focusing so hard on my project on being free, I basically had no real time to “think” about stuff too much. I just didContinue reading “How do you perceive yourself, man?”

Do you remember the hole?

Unfortunately, YES… Well… shit! I bet a lot of you guys know the situation when you made future plans (eventually with big changes after a hard time), are really excited for this “new” future and then it happens… something rather unforeseen happens and one puzzle piece of your plan does not fit anymore and theContinue reading “Do you remember the hole?”

I don’t think I belong here…

Am I the only one thinking the way I do? What the fuck is going on in this world? My mind is just filled with a corroding black cloud of dissappointment, hate and resignation – and it’s growing every day. Honestly, there is so much stuff happening all the time making my sanity breaking apartContinue reading “I don’t think I belong here…”

Hey man, do you cry a lot?

Well, I wish I did… Man it has been tough to get inspired or find a topic for the blog in the last couple of days. When I started it I had so much in mind, so much to say but somehow it’s as if I talked about everything without anything left. That’s not true,Continue reading “Hey man, do you cry a lot?”

Do you know when your problems started?

Let me tell you a story of my youth… I was really struggling to find a topic for todays post. Seems like I don’t have a lot of inspiration at the moment. However, I managed to come up with something so you have something to read (isn’t that great?). Most of my post are eitherContinue reading “Do you know when your problems started?”

Hey how are you? Do you think you can work again?

Well, please stop asking this FUCKIN’ question… Work, work, work… It’s all about work, everywhere and everytime. I’m sure there will be several people not liking this post or having a complete opposite opinion about the stuff I am about to write down. That’s fine. This is just my fundamental attitude and also one ofContinue reading “Hey how are you? Do you think you can work again?”

Have you been in the hole lately?

Well, yeah. no. I don’t know actually So I’m gonna be honest with all of you. I’m rather uninspired today as I sit at my desk and write down these words. It’s a strange day today, the dark entity in my head tries its best to take me down again but I’m not letting it.Continue reading “Have you been in the hole lately?”

Stop gaming and educate yourself man!

That’s eXactly what i’m doing right NOW… After two tough posts about (my) mental health it’s time for something else again. While I know this post won’t get as much attention as the two previous ones, I don’t really care either. I’m doing what my gut says and today it says write something positive aboutContinue reading “Stop gaming and educate yourself man!”